lightning strike

it hurts.
it gets me back to reality.
bah! i've been living in mere fantasy for the past few weeks.
pathetic.

all this time. I've been walking in dark alleys.
all this time. I've been looking for uncertainties.
all this time. I cant find my way out of this long winding alleyways.
all this time.

i'm too tired to even make any effort.
or maybe i'm too lazy to even bother?

capek gue, sedih gue.

Uhff.. what just happened?
mood swings happen.

yeah,
it's typical me.