chapter ketiga

masa2 skolah udah beres.
masa2 kuliah udah melewati batas.
masuk ke chapter ketiga di stiap hidup manusia.
dari being just a child, teenager, adolescent, dan (yang akan dimulai) maturity.
there will be massive heartbreaks in every aspect of life.
some friends of mine had them when they began their own journey.
i guess, i'm just starting.
it hurts G-dammit!
i guess, i'm a late bloomer in this kinda thing.
i'm not mature enough to accept the reality, although my head still telling me it aint the truth.
Ha! pure denial.
We all going on that direction whether we want it or not. Sort of like, a must to do.
i'm just warming up myself to get more prepared for the next rejections or acceptance.
man, it ain't easy. never is, isnt it?
chapter ketiga mungkin yg paling susah dijalanin kalo guenya sendiri gak tahan mental. karena mungkin gue yang jalanin ini sndiri. No mum and dad holding my hands to get into the room like the first day in kindergarten.

Bah! no wonder i see myself in Toye's quote "La réalité est pour ceux qui n'ont pas d'imagination"

kalo gini, kapan gue dewasanyaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!?!?!?!