Sshh...

*whisper*
Sshh.. Mau tau gak?

I lost control subuh tadi...
Iya, I felt it.
The state of mind of one's insanity.
I cannot hold it any longer
I lost temper
I cried so hard but there were no teardrops
I scream so loud but there was only silence
And suddenly, I laugh... vociferously. But it sounded bitter

A friend couldn't help either. Noone Can.
It is me alone who will able to resolve
Ya Gusti, bantu aku ya...

Psst... Jangan beri tahu siapa-siapa. Cukup aku dan kamu saja yang tau.