wayward mind

the past weeks have been living in zombie phase. you say to push yourself to the limit. embrace your weakness to become your strength, which means, to twist your mind and attitude to be different than usual. if you can pull it off, you gain the better you.

But what if, the opposite happens? it's like living a limbo. Everything just so confused and awkward. Fake smiles are just about few hundreds to giveaway. When it's lapsed the expiry date, there's no motivation or strengths left to go for another round. The verbal words are limited for the socially awkward crowd. The first step has been taken years ago, there's no turning back. What will happen then?

It is said earlier that whinge-fest is about to happen. well, it's happening.
It mustn't continue, but how?

Even the zombie phase is on its peak. Nothing but a happy mode to twist this mood around. But to get to that... is nothing but a long winding road to drive through. There's an old saying, Where there is smoke there is fire. You see, all we need now is just the fire for a head start.

Let's lit that torch, then.
easier to say than done.