Anger

Okay, what is wrong with me?
Why do I have this anger inside me?
My stomach rumbles and spins as a washing machine. (bad analogy, i know)
I'm angry to who?
Why do they always have to be the target?
I'm not angry to them. But why I cant control it?
Should I say sorry? Or, should I kept silence?
Do I need anger management?
What is happening to me?

is it all relates to one single matter that bothers me since yesterday?
The idea of a gathering?

I really am disturbed.
In a minor portion of the illness, I spose...

2 comments:

Anonymous 1:37 PM  

hai ibu..how's life doin?lagi marah sama siapa niih?hehe..by the way, lagi jatuh cinta yah?atau lagi mellow ajah? oia, gue gak ngerti tulisan lo..yang ada quote yang dari gue itu *hehehe*, simplicity that counts?that stuck with you forever than you find the beauty?what that means?
baca tulisan itu gue jadi sadar..sepertinya memang kita ga pernah pingin dewasa yaah?i dunno about you, tapi kalo gue?selalu ada sisi dari diri gue yang pengen stays young forever..
oia, gimana kuliahnya?(ko jadi kaya imel gini?maklum, dikampus ga bisa buka gmail)
kayanya, kalo gue punya kesempatan kerja lagi, gue bakal milih bussiness atau finance deh..hehehe
ntar2 gue liat statement of purpose lo yaaah ;P
anyway,so..here we are now..living life aja yah..no guessing at all..

Anonymous 6:26 PM  

heyho..lagi pengen marah2 aja nih. baca aja entry yg slightly mirip di "these are the days". hehe itu lebih krengki berats, sensitip bener :P anyhu, bout the simplicity thingo. KYknya emang gue gak jelas nulisnya sih, hehe tapi sbenernya sih gue mo ngomongnya people sometimes (or is it just me?) remember simple but more memorable things rather than big things but it doesnt really mean anything to u. those memories that'll stuck with you forever and thats the beauty of it. What i meant by beauty, ya elo bisa senyum2 kecil, nostalgilak gitu deh maxute. inget entry gue yg agak2 tentang masa2 remaje itu kan? hehe agak2 nyambung lah.. Yah thank god lo gak ngerti deh dir.. if u do, then I'd have to say.. welcome to the fools club. hahaha ^.^

About Me

My photo
A Blank Canvas, Ready to be painted. Contemplation at its best. A personal Journey...

goBlog