uneasy heart

suffocated.
feel like crying.
thot it can easily forgotten. painless.
i was wrong...

made too many mistakes.
feel like quiting.
can i?

incompetent.
spoiled.
slow.

positive thoughts dont help.
keep the acts together.
performance!

embarrased.
ashamed.

one mistake over another.
neverend.
intolerable. it shouldnt.

at a time like this,
bury deep beneath the ground
hidden.
the underdog's affair.

the keyword..
incompetent.
no inspiring moment nor words to say.
just plain, incompetent.