I cant sleep. My eyes are wide open, roaming free the bedroom walls.
hm, my bedroom is just too bland.
colors are non-existent.
white walls. white sheets. white doona. white table. white bookcase.
white?
is totally boring.
where are the shimmering red, the glowing yellow, the mischievous green.
Glittery lights may cheer the gloom nights.
Dark. glow. glow. dark.
maybe i should get some glow-in-the-darks?
glow in the dark
envious
--are you dying of envy? jealousy?
Loveable.
The one word that says you.
This mind says you! you. Yes you! to be near and not an inch parted ways. Surprisingly sweetness, its the opposite of what the heart wants.
--What do you want anyway? (speaking to own heart)
People around you understands you better.
and thus, jealousy appear?
a definite NO is always the answer.
then, why bother?
It's all about the smiles, baby.
and maybe thats why I bother. :)
don't you wanna know me, but at all?
prententious
kmaren pas lagi baca2 blog orang trus ngisi blog sndiri, you know, the last posting di bawah, yg tentang foto2 itu.
gw jadi kepikiran tentang cara penulisan blog.
kapan a blog becomes so pretentious?
buat gue, blog cuma buat smacem diary. tumpahan segala tetek bengek gak penting yg ada di otak gue. jadi sbnrnya emang bukan untuk bacaan orang lain. its not like i want them to see, ini loh foto yg kmaren gw ambil di jepang. or asking others opinion as if theyre gonna answer me? i prefer questions to be rhetorical. or in my own sense, that is.
tapi kadang susah juga sih.
knowing that your blog isnt that private. karena tau ada orang2 yang baca blog elo. so rather than be one with ur own thought, it becomes a communication tool to those known others or strangers. i wonder how the word blog came about? hm
uh.. i lost words..
--to be continued
something about everything
Something Funny?
just something i captured on camera when i was in Japan. hehe i find it funny, somewhat kinky? --LOL
padahal mah biasa, pisang covered with strawberry and choc spread.
Also something weird,
It's an Ad that I completely dont understand what it means. My cousin translated for me that its somekind of bike rental, but whats the deal with the string phone? does it want to say - bike rental, just a phone call away? hehe I still have no clue on this one. So there, its weird. :)
and something amusing,
canggih.
in Tokyo, you can rent DVD just a click-away. It's vending machine DVD rental! Since people there always on the move, hence it's placed in Subways where feasible for people to use. We don't have it here, do we? Well, we do have blockbusters and Ezy --the old-fashioned way. :grin: i guess people in Japan are not really people-oriented, do they? Seems like theyve lost touch with whats called community.
Wait! I speak too soon..
San Francisco has this vending machine too!
It sells ipod thou. Keren!
Here in Aussie we're still have to run around from apple centre to next-byte franchises for iPod supplies. while there, they can easily get it from a friggin vending machine?!! no fair!
Makin gw pikir,
Aussie aint that technology oriented, do we? We're still behind from other countries. heck even Korea can beat the aussies! gak perlu bicara tentang Indonesia kali ya. We're a century behind. :sad:
Come to think of it, I wonder what vending machine needed in this town?
strings of web
I found this from here
I loveeee this photo! Although other pics also family photos, but this one's different.
Blogwalking, and found iLike. Funny thing about this website. It sorta monitor our itunes usage. Whats playing, Most played, Recently played, etcetera. You know, that lists on your itunes? well, those things are put up on iLike. and why did i say funny?
think of it this way, if you have playlists (or songs) that you dont want people to know you're in-tune intently to em and while itunes is your only silent witness.. well, you can say, iLike is the bitch who just publicly announced your dirrrty little secret to the universe! (hehe too much?)
It's still fun thou. To find the compatibility score of our music taste and know there are people out there with the same taste as mine. hm, if that!
and i've said it many times ryte that I have too many spare times to kill?
well, besides blogging (which i dont update daily now!), there still myspace, friendster, iLike, and youtube. youtube made lots changes. its too damn complicated for a internet rookie like me.
but anyway, made this playlist. These vids are my faves! the last 2 vids are of my own from coldplay and jet's concert.
Finding all of these made me realize. teknologi itu canggih banget ya!
even civilians dan anak gatek kyk gue bisa nemu bginian. gimana klo yg otaknya beyond unthinkable itu ya?
Anyway, the world we're living now always depend on technology. Its the one thing we cant live without.
La vie boheme
Since I have too much of idle time, hence dvds are here to comfort me.
Rent!
The movie is based on broadway musical of the same title, Rent. I knew I'd regret missing out on Rent broadway last time I went to NYC. I've had the thought since I got to LA - that was a week prior NYC. and yet, when I reached the east coast.. I had no chance at all to catch any of the broadway shows. Padahal Rent wasnt that expensive to watch. *sigh*
My friend's mum once said that whenever you're overseas just pursue whatever the heart wants. cos when you're back to your homeland, you wudnt want to feel regret.
Well, she's right.
Of course, at the time she was talking about shopping. LOL. That Mum and daughter pair are quite a shopaholic, so to her point of view, you wouldnt want to miss out on the goodies in overseas.
to my point of view, I missed out on quite a bit of shows in Las Vegas and NYC. :sad: I thought I could see one of Cirque Du Soleil's show in vegas, Wicked, Phantom of the Opera on Broadway, and of course, Rent! :Sob:
Few weeks ago I watched this episode of Ugly Betty. She mentioned Wicked. and I read this blog, which also mentioned how great Wicked is. damn. Nyesel banget!
And I know, it takes ages -or worse, never!- for these shows to appear in Melbourne. Gah, dissapointing.
Well, we do have Miss Saigon in theatre this year. and Phantom too. I'll watch the latter but not Saigon. They said it's fantabulous show, but it doesnt interest me.
huhuuu.. I wanna go NYC lagiiii !!!!!!!! man, it's not too much about the money. but the travel time. I cudnt bear on a plane for such long hours! Ah, andaikan aku punya doraemon...
Anyway, I rent Rent (ha!) :p at ezy on tuesday.
You know, to cure my curiousity for that broadway musical.
It's pretty good. I reckon, it's a bit of Grease - you know, the millenium type of grease. hehe. maksa ya? :) Thou it touched not only romantic affair, but also other matters that surprisingly become so common in the world for these past years. AIDS, same-sex partners, and drugs are to name a few. They said its the bohemian life of newyorkers. how they survive just to pay the rent.
The story is not new from any other movies, but the music are sugoii. Me likey! ;)
I wish I can go to NYC again, and watch it live. Wonder if it's still on? the show, I mean.
Anyhoo, the DVD version is already pretty good. Rent it. ^_^
oh, my favorite lyric from Rent:
"I think they meant it
When they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
A new lease you are, my love,
On life"
Angel and Tom Collins sung it.
uh, cinta!
Satu lagiii..
Hard Candy
I've been dying to watch this movie since it was on Nova months ago!
But for some reason I cudnt find time to watch it on nova. hm..
Anyway, DVD is good enough.
I thought this movie would somewhat be disturbing. But surprisingly, its not.
Although I still dont know who the girl is and whats her connection with the dude. The tagline and synopsis are great. They'll mislead you on whats really happening in the movie. There's only one scene I find it quite disturbing. Thats when the girl chopped off the dude's balls. Man, she sure knows how to do surgery without practice eh? :grin: Nah, they din really show how the process went, which cud be totally creepy! but you'll still feel somewhat,uhm, uneasy(?) watching that scene.
All in all, the movie is different. Sorta the reverse on what child abduction is all about. The tagline itself says "Strangers should never talk to Little Girl..."
Oh! its a good thing I watched it on DVD, then I get to read subtitles. Haha. Quotes are pretty... uhm, twisted.
take this for one,
Jeff Kohlver: I'd say, "Help... a teenager cut my balls off. Call the police." =D
Oh well, just watch. you'll know what i'm talking about.
afterwards, can someone tell me Whats this hayley girl relationship to the dude? I'm confused in that part.
Sisa waktu idle saya..
Korean Dramas are my guilty pleasure.
*halah* :P
Life is free
Tiba2 teringat lagu ini..
Arkarna.
a band that -most likely- went platinum only in Indonesia, is actually british.
they went big years ago, when i was in Junior or Senior High, cant remember. but in those days.
Maybe the sudden reminisce of the band due to some old pictures found on my yahoo photos. Miss my cousin so much. She and I were almost inseparable back then, when she was home. Looking at those pictures reminds me that life goes on.
While thinking of her, I remember Arkarna. She loved that band, and so do I.
the band is no longer exist. I wonder where are they now?
Ollie Jacobs has a bit of squeky voice for this music. Maybe its the catchy tune that I loved?
Jadi kangen lagu2 "lama" gue.
kangen lagu2 lama, ato kangen masa2 lalu?
hff, i sure am living in the past.
Ollie, thanks for the memory.
numb.
my brain needs to be fed.
im getting dumber by the day.
blargh.
cant even think of a thing to post.
see how numb ive become?
im cold. im sick. im sooo in a bad mood.
its been raining all night. ice cold freeze!
having a really bad flu. all week!
shud be in bed, resting.
but im too caught up with betty and the gang.
and ... sshh ... im waiting for that knock.
knock-knock.
Who's there?
and i hear in my head, Justin -Betty's nephew- singing...
I want to be a part of it, New York, New York
It's up to you, New York, New York.
