7.30 at night.
althou cant say its already night time since the sun still playfully shining on our dry terrain.
just woken up from few hours nap. slept too long hours.
suddenly thinking what will I do for next week.
have a week off. A WEEK! YIPPIEE!
maybe im the only person who'd be so chirpie not having shifts for a week. geez, deep inside im still that spoiled brat! haha!
worked 10 hours this weekend. yesterday wasnt that much of a disaster. Today was kinda edgy. that team leader was working! She made me fidgety everytime she's in charge. I call her the bitch. HAHA. the other girl was saying to me to ef-off what the team leader said. "just ignore what she said". Hm, made me wonder if everyone holds grudges against her. I cudnt care less thou. I, now, chose to ef-off everything.
Anyway,
Jamie said music plays a mind trick, intoxicates your mind. so true.
Was just listening to alanis morissette. My mind suddenly thinking about loads of crap. But conscience took over and switched alanis to Queen.
Aah, I love Queen.
I'm, now, lovin music wif some uplifting beat and lyrics.
today's music is off the list thou. Those so-called R&B HipHop are just noise! but once in a while listening to some of them dont hurt. Tapi tetep, not that often. My song choice really has changed a lot. is that weird?
you know what.. summer really is here. I need some down time at the beach. not any beach thou. I avoid those crowds sun-bathing on st.kilda or along great ocean road. just a nearby beach with less crowds. hm it shud be fun. just me, paulo coelho, my brown hat and that huge black sunnies. bliss!
kapan ya kapan? hm plan plan plan!
PS: on a rainy thursday night, I saw Santa parking his car on the side of flinders street. He came early this year and WITH A CAR! that fat-bearded granpa ditched his reindeers since northpole has recruited a different kinda santa for downunder. haha
gebleg.
{music plays a mind trick}
days of my life: the updates
forgot to update, Finally bought my own iPod video!!!
had a dilemma whether to get the 30 or 80 GB. but then decided to get only the 30G since it may be too much for a 80G.
spent 2 days finding the leather case. went back and forth, refund and exchanged items from JB Hifi to Kikki.K. then made up my mind just to get the PINK (yes, pink!!) leather case from JB. Its very girli innit? well, they hav only 2 colors, black and pink. black looked so plain.
While Kikki has many colors, the types are not of those I prefer. Love the red color!!
I'm selling it thou. Anyone interested? I put it up on ebay. check it out =D
Btw, read a blog yesterday. cant remember which or whose blog is it but it mentioned something about "pretentious postings". And it got me. What makes postings to be called pretentious? Could it be that to some people's mind the postings are to be called pretentious but to the blog's writer not? I may walked only to certain personal blogs and not of those "critiques and reviews" blogs. is the latter what you called pretentious? I dont get it.
OK first prolly to ask, Whats pretentious, really?
*source: Mirriam-Webster
so, What makes a blog a pretentious blog?
off the topic,
it's 6.30-ish on wednesday morning. Watching sunrise on se7en. Bushfires keep on spreading throughout nation. The news focuses on tassie now. Know whats so sad about the news just now? It threats not only townships nearby but also the koalas colony. the news showed a koala walk near the news anchor trying to escape the bushfire metres behind. It looked so washed up and tired. At a time like this, I wish I din discontinued my HSI membership :( the poor koalas. so brown, so tired, so sad...
Dreadful smokey weather also happened in Melbourne a few days back. They said its cos of the bushfire hours away from the city. Its like foggy but with deadly heat. its frickin unbelievable. You hav to be here to experienced it. Kinda scary too. Climate changes here made us fidgety.
Its sorta like Jakarta on rainy season with the inevitable flood.
and people often ask if its the effect of global warming?
things musical
had too much caffeine for one day. two cups of coffee in fresh windy morning and a dilmah tea at night.
both eyes sore. head's scorching pain on the right. migraine? maybe.
curiga? ganti kacamata.
hmm.. what will it be this time? dior? HAHA ntar ya.. crap dollars duluu!! =P
anyway....
almost forgotten enya. may it be is so soothing. but thats just enya.
music, a journey down the memory lane... seeing vivid visuals with our eyes closed.
Coldplay and Queen. the opposite rhythm.. brought a similar emotion.
between love and hate. it's the memory that I prefer not to remember.
whilst enya.
it's about what already happened. looking back. mixed emotions. was it 2-3 years ago? A child that I was. A child with a bucket of sweets after a night of trick'O-treating.
I was born to love you put a smile when I was walking down coventry street on my way home today. We will rock you brought a brave face and confidence before entering the strangers land. See how music can easily influence emotions?
hmm honestly none to write. mind went suddenly blank.
eyes really sore. eyedrops all gone.
when everyone else's assleep. my iTunes shuffling enya, jamie cullum, nat king cole and norah jones. the tunes of the night.
Hate it.
made me see things in my mind.
I can hear myself think.
thats when everything goes chaotic.
when all the babbling and idiotic scenarios came to live.
it cant stop shuffling.
I wish it not to stop.
thats why.
uneasy heart
suffocated.
feel like crying.
thot it can easily forgotten. painless.
i was wrong...
made too many mistakes.
feel like quiting.
can i?
incompetent.
spoiled.
slow.
positive thoughts dont help.
keep the acts together.
performance!
embarrased.
ashamed.
one mistake over another.
neverend.
intolerable. it shouldnt.
at a time like this,
bury deep beneath the ground
hidden.
the underdog's affair.
the keyword..
incompetent.
no inspiring moment nor words to say.
just plain, incompetent.
CHABELLE
chanel cole and daniel belle.
My Australian IDOL ever!!! theyre so cute together. althou they broke up now, but they still work together for their album wif Spook entitled Dusk Sessions.
Chanel has -i'd say- a very kooky character... in a good way. and Daniel belle? well, the man has his charm.
we were mad crazy about these two people back in 2004. Thats when they were the couple-to-be in the Idol deliria.
I was jes browsing around looking for chanel, you know, the fashion mogul.
and there it was on third row.. the name chanel cole.
I CANT BELIEVE SHE STILL EXIST!
in the entertainment industry that is.
love the website too! it's so CHANEL!
the music is a bit like nouvelle vague, but not really. She said its trip hop. whatever that means. but i like it. it's still pretty steep tho, for the cd. 30 frickin bucks at HMV online. bah.
but i'll get the CD somehow, in due time.
wud be fanfrickintastic if someone wanna buy me one? *grin*
numb3rs
one straight up.. a double shotdown. whatever that means.
get all fired up for jes a glimpse second then math came knock me down.
mediocrity becomes an irritating tag.
the gate has closed. ergo, its final.
i guess you cant really change your capabilities to the max when it's already reach the maximum limit.
if you get what i mean.
nothing else to do 'cept push the performance to the top, since thats what they always look for.
then, math wont have affect on anything no more.
{theworldofmerrymen}
why can't men keep their johnny in their pants? why they can have an excuse for a "midlife crisis"? some say that men in their 40s are at their best. ergo, the midlife crisis excuse becomes reasonable. but why the sudden thought?
Although I cant really spice things up based on infotainment "facts", but even the most religious man can shock us wif this kinda stuff. He might have his reasons which we outsiders wont know about. and again, it aint really against the religion rules but since we're now living in a world that accept only monogamous relations, thus, knowing the act is sorta against our conscience. you know what i mean?
update:
now you must know what i mean by men cant keep their johnny in their pants?! an old man politician back in the tanah merah land has his own version of paris hilton's "THE movie!". FYI, it aint infotainment, it's a newsflash! I mean, how many politicians we've heard throughout the years having the same issue? Cmon, the most famous one, Bill Clinton and Monica whatsername? HELLOO??!
