Polyserena, it's never over

So rather than being pushed around, I'm going to push you away first
So rather than trying to open my heart, I'm going to lock it with a key
so that only the special ones, can ever get through to me

Do you think I'm asking too much?
A kind of respect and trust that shouldn't even be questioned,
how can I open my heart with dishonesty sitting next to me?
I was ashamed of my innocence but now with clarity I see that your bullshit is just not worthy of me

This is not worthy of me and now with clarity I see that I can walk away, I can walk away....