it's been another down time with no particular reason, or not that i'm aware of. been recalling the now and then. what i've learned and realised. aaahh! there things to say yet difficult to put 'em in words.
- I've been thinking a lot lately about taking chances. have you ever pushed and challenged yourself one step ahead to an extent in which means to step out of your comfort zone and afterwards you knoe you've done something? the feeling be it regret, relieved or pride. at the end, you just kno you did something that you never think you'd done in the past. a step forward to various chapters of life. u kno wat i mean? it's sort of a pathway to maturity, maybe. i donno. i'm still on my baby steps. :)
- learn to stand up for yerself and altogether bite your tongue. basically, knoe where you stand and when to make a point.
- holding back is not a merry escape. open up to people and just loosen up really remove the wrinkles away. if u get wat i mean. lol. but seriously, somehow, it's much more fun.
- open door to a new atmosphere really is a hard work. the early months surely not the honeymoon phase. uh-uh! big no-no. These are the major adjustment days where you need to find your place and finally feel at home. no one knows the bloody hell i'm talking about, do they?
- thinking about all things too much will stress out your mind. i need to shut down my brain and not think about things.
"...And how it's really just about overcoming your fears. Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it." JD Scrubs
on a lighter note, this dude Jackson Rathbone, guest starred in the O.C and Close to home, has lived everywhere around the globe. Shockingly, he has lived in INDO!! how odd is that? maybe not too much. but still, knowing that there are people outside asia who have the slightest link with Indo is still exciting!
you knoe what, i read a girl's blog and saw some piccies of hers. she's indo grew up overseas and still live there. i tot she's one of the ordinary, but then i saw the piccies of her house overseas, omigod, mansion bok! then i started to ponder that her parents are just one of those Indos who think that we're in monetary crisis(?) She's just one of the Richie Rich of Indo. Imagine how huge their houses in Indo when they have mansion overseas? and there are others without mansion nor a mere raggedy shack. The gap is toooooooooooo huge to even imagine. I cant bear to imagine it further. *sigh* and earlier i wanted to shut down my thoughts? bah. failed miserably.
btw, i've finished my assignment! So this semester has ended for me. Yay. I need to go to uni to fix up some enrolments thingy tho. Will do that wednesday along with my doc's appointment. my right ear hurt so badly. it's 1.11AM. I have a good 45 minutes to pamper my eyes to a gorjes lookin' dinosaurus. lol. loook, he's gorjes no doubt, but his attitudes buleey bgt! well, he is buley gitu loh. anyway, he's good for the sore eyes.
ps: i hate the new word verification on blogger. annoying as.
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