"Dutch pedophiles are lauching a political party to push for a cut in the legal age for sexual relations to 12 (!!!!!!!!!) from 16 and the legalisation of child pornography and sex with animals"
sblom komen apa2, allow me to do this..
SAKITJIWAASAKITJIWAAAORANGGILAAAPEDOPHILLLLLMATIKAUDINERAKAJAHANAMMM!!! SICKDOODS
dari kalimat pertama aja udah banyak yg salah tuh, gak usah diliat dari segi agama deh (kayak org dutch msh ada yg beragama aja?), dari segi etika dan norma2 sosial aja udah banyak yg dilanggar. i mean cmon, lo liat dari negara2 western lainnya juga udah banyak banget yg salah dari kalimat itu!! pertama pedophile bikin political party aja udah salah! salah i tell u!! dari kata pedophile itu harusnya nggak ada! i'm not trying to be naive, tapi emg mereka itu harusnya di binasakan dari muka bumi! anak setan smuanya mereka itu. GAAH!
dari kata selanjutnya juga menunjukkan seberapa sakit jiwanya mereka. anak 12 taun di legalise untuk do sex????????? mau jadi apa dunia ini. sebarin aja terus dah STD dan bayi2 diluar nikah! dunia ini sudah penuh ya kawan? kita gak perlu lagi di isi dengan bayi2 gak keurus dari ANAK 12 taun!
emang bener2 kalo negara udah kenyang dari materi dan pangan, gak ada lagi yg bisa di pikirin slain sex. gimana memuaskan nafsu yang satu ini. yang sepertinya gak akan pernah terpuaskan. nanti kalo mereka udah kenyang dengan sex, hal kontroversial apa lagi yg bakalan mereka bring to the world? maybe i shud say, what things they would bring to the world's destruction? *sigh*
kayaknya mother earth udah cukup capek untuk nanganin permintaan manusia yg never-ending begini. makanya skrg "ngambek" deh dia. natural catastrophies gak berenti2nya. manusia2 jadi casualties dalam perang antara bumi dan penghuninya. hihihi kyknya gue doank yg berpikiran spt ini. gw mikirnya kasian aja gitu loh klo bumi bisa ngomongg. ih klo mother earth bisa ngomong yah, dari dulu mah qta udah di buang kali ke pluto!! biar mampus deh qta.
duh nonsense begini gue ngomongnya.
ok balik lagi to the dutch.
they sed, "we want to make pedophilia the subject of discussion. we are going to shake The Hague awake!"
pedophilia dari awal should never ever exist!!! mereka yg otak2nya udah pada gak waras. mendingan go fuck yourself!!
haaahh esmosih gilak gue! the dutch are massively neurotic beings! kalo gue superman, gue sembur api biar mampus deh!
(eh, emgnya superman bisa nyembur api ya? *ngaco*)
anyways, the NVD (the pedophile party!) is full of morons!!! lower beings, lower than rats in the gutter! my message to you people, go fuck yourself!
"more sex, please" said the Dutch.
What's your pick up line?
I was jes off chat with err.. a friend(?) We're not really friends, he's a friend of a friend. yah thats it. anyway... after the chat, it got me thinking. what are your pick up lines to get attention from the opposite sex? usually men did it. but i suppose women now are not mrs. mcprudence are they? There are one to many formulas on how to hook up, i suppose. it's not rocket science, but close enough. it's kinda iffy when you dont really know the opposite sex who sed it to you. like, duh who are you, mate? sometimes, the words that they've articulately prepared jes fall out like dirt. cos we ain't intriqued, instead, we're laughing.. out loud! harsh. but then again, it's fun to jes play along. no harm no foul anyway, rite?
i'm jes rambling arent i? haha. nevermind..
the house on fire!
Literally.
Yes, I almost burn down the house. Well you see, I was jes heating up the electric oven to bake some bread, rite. Apparently, i heated up way too long. first, there was smoke. then *poofs* it starts to fire up inside. i was strangely calm (or more likely confuse) with the situation. for a minute there I din do anything. jes looking at the fire keep on burning inside the oven. i know, stupid ay? I told my sis what happened and she start panicking like crazy. started to fill up a bowl with water. I was thinking of doing the same thing, at first. but then i remember that in certain situation we cant put out fire with water cos somehow it'll blow up more? or thats the case if theres oil in it? im not sure, so i tried not to put it out with water. instead, i pull out the rack (which btw is the one on fire!) with a thong. it was then i pour water on it. problem solved. i wasn't actually panic as i thought i wud be in such situation. i mean, it's fire ok! real fire, not jes smokes! but anyway, thats the highlight of the day today. hehehe.
oh update news. bad news. earthquake again in indo. this time, it reached java island. my whole family's there. mum and dad coincidently were there at the time! they usually in jkt, but when the quake happened, they were at scene. horrifying when you hear the news directly from the one who's experiencing it. thankfully, our house was fine, jes minor damages here and there. but what abt the other people around the area? they've lost everything. have there been any aids for them? it sounds unfair when people there lost everything in seconds while me here splurging all the cash on unecessary stuffs. it seems ignorant of us to put on cheery acts and feed our apetite with cuisines while they are "fasting" because no other options. i feel ashamed of myself. i'm being selfish, once again. and its not a wonderful feeling, i tell ya.
jenuh tralala
Ketika sunyi mengetuk hati dan pikiranku
teriakmu, bicaramu, nyanyianmu...
semua terlewatkan bagai angin berlalu
Aku hidup hanya mengenal dunia yang pilu.
Tanyaku dalam hati
mengapa ini semua terjadi?
misteri ataukah ironi?
Sir, dear kind Sir, hentikan donk ocehanmu
pikiranku melayang jauh
jauh darimu...
Aku jenuh!
taukah kamu????
mind tease
"I missed the opportunity to get you babe to stay with me. so i put my feelings out to dry"
Been talking about the past. a particular one about the significant other in the other side of the globe. It's been a while since the thought crossed my mind. Once it was meant to be forever forgotten, but the nostalgic memories will never fade off my mind. At least, it put a smile on my face when i woke up this morning.
dear you, hope you have a blissful life just like you've always wanted.
dear you, hopefully you don't mind me keeping the memories tight to my heart.
dear you, i heart you.
thank you for messing my life back then.. it was no fun at the time, but trully a worthed memory to hold dearly.
dear you, i miss you but i love you not.
the facts behind the fiction.
it's a tale of two strangers. a young bloke and a sheila.
they knew not of each others' names. however, it seems faith plays trick on 'em in the most odd ways. their familiarity to each other comes from the dodgy angle.
Hello may be the right word, but hesitance in each party made them to hold back. but you see, she don't mind a bit of hearty greeting, yet the thought's unknown to him. He presumes they're just two strangers wandering in this hollow metro city.
Funny when you think friendship would come out of the blue. in a city where ignorance is the key ingredient, who would realize that coincidence draws out all the rules. or maybe God mischievously set a plan for them and it's not a mere coincidence after all?
.... who knows. let destiny decides the following journey of the twosome strangers. 'til we reached the end, uncertainty reach top in the agenda. so no one can resolves what will happen next. the tale is without a determined ending.
d.sperate
not really desperate. tapi i'm running out of options. How to go to united states but not just for holiday? e.g getting some money out of it. I've lost options on higher degree study and IEP -international exchange program. i tot i cud apply for work usa program on iep. but waddaya kno, as the name suggest, it only eligible for full-time students who are returning to a full-time study in 2007! ergo, i'm no where near qualified to apply! so i'm out of options, indeed.
ever since i can remember i've always want to go to the us. no no not for holiday. i wanna do something meaningful while i'm there, u know. not jes splurge all the dollars on tours and other fool's pleasures. but options really running down low in my side right now. i may as well rot between here and indo, don hav options to go someplace else. i jes don wanna shut my eyes to a narrow view and not to see what else out there. i cant go us, cant go britain too. maybe in later years? insyaAllah if opportunity's knocking on the door, i wont let it off my grip. for sure! i'm still dissapointed, don get me wrong, what else can i do but to get over it and hope for the best. I din say it don suck as tho. it still is. to the max malah!!
changes
Do you think you're the same person as you were 5 years ago?
Will you stay the same as you are now in the next 5 years?
How do we know when we have changed?
As if moving on wasn't horrifying enuf, we need to learn from the past as well.
I wonder if everyone else ever think about this. Perhaps not.
"yes, change is scary, but it's also inevitable. It's up to you to make the best of it. I mean, it's not like opportunity is just gonna fall in to your lap." J.D Scrubs
.......... I hate change.
p.s: hey people I know, have i changed much? i'm curious.
first impression wins it all
[the reaction at the first press screening in Cannes was largely negative, and loud laughter broke out at one of the pivotal scenes.
"Nothing really works. It's not suspenseful. It's not romantic. It's certainly not fun," said Stephen Schaefer of the Boston Herald.
"It seems like you're in there forever. And you're conscious of how hard everybody's working to try to make sense of something that basically perhaps is unfilmable."] The Australian, 17/05/06
Critiques and reviews are always around. They infiltrate us with eloquent melodrama and excessively influence our opinions. But it all comes down to first impression. First impression always wins it all.
Kesan pertama? Takkan terlupakan...
here with me
At the end of the day, knowing someone's there for you after a hard day's work... fits just right.
things.
Feeling sooky la-la. 
This night is quiet but is it peace we're all feeling?
Loneliness is always looking for a friend
It found me once and it has been around since then
Loneliness is never waiting by the door
It sweeps right through and it will never be ignored
Why, hwy was I chosen?
Why am I left without?
I don't know what or who I'm looking for to pushed away this massive emptiness. Sometimes it hurts and sad altogether but when I think about it, there's no reason to explain why. I'm really unsure what's upsetting me today. My mind full of many thoughts but they all seem too much of a nonsense to cause me to sook as this. Do you ever feel you're at your lowest low but you don't know what causes it? youre just sad without any apparent reason....
I hate her. I hate that bitch. I hate I have nothing to pursue. I hate optimism or trying to stay optimist. I hate trying to find the better self. I hate to always have to find a future. I hate to think about what I want with life. Fuck life. I hate my school. I hate my subjects. I hate the people at uni. I hate most of everything about uni. I hate things are very dull and boring. I hate everything everyone and her!! I despise people. I hate love songs. I hate talking about love! I hate people who try to comfort me with opposite views than of those i've said. I'm hating everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And those I've mentioned?
arent everything.
From Ritalin to Mel Gibson.... and Yumcha?
Woke up early this morning and tuned in to today's sunrise. A topic on ADD med Ritalin is raised. Apparently, W.A is the most "drugged" state in Australia. Many parents cudnt take the hypo-active kids and considered them to have an illness, ie. ADD (attention deficit disorder) syndrome. Raised in a home where drug was jes used to actually medicate serious illnesses and not the hyperactivity of a kid, the issue really get my attention. Prolly parents use ritalin to make things easier? if that's the case, why bother having kids? I'm always surrounded with kids all my life and theyre really a tough crowd to handle. They run around whatever they want and jes cudnt shut up. There are hypo kids everywhere but are all hyperactivity is an ADD syndrome? Instead of popping these kids pills, why not popping the parents some pills? I'm sure there are children who have this disorder and need the pills, but certainly not all of em have ADD syndrome due to their hyperactivity?
Anyhoo, thats just a topic I came across this morning.
Another one about a movie I watched briefly last night. Have you heard a movie entitled "The year of living dangerously"? It's Australian movie made around the year 1982. The lead actor is MEL GIBSON. Nothing out of the ordinary yet I'm sure. Not until you hear this next thing I'm about to tell. The movie is about Indonesia political crisis in the 60s. The year is 1965 when the communist party was about to be collapsed with student rallies and the infamous 'Soe Hok Gie' (he he). Noo, Gie wasn't in Mel's movie but Yes it's all about Jakarta's condition at the time. It's very 60s and becak was everywhere! Mel Gibson even rode one! Lol. Funny how a huge hollywood star ever rode a becak. *Grin* The off-side of it is all the major actors are Americans (or Aussies?). They even placed Sukarno's role by an Aussie/Malay-look-alike. The overall story wasn't really of my interest and not as political-minded as the movie 'Gie'. Duh, Gie movie itself is one of those political-wannabe-turns-into-melancholy-lovey-dovey-drama. So which one's the worst, you decide. You gotta admit tho, it's surprising to know that several hollywood stars played some roles in a movie about Indo, altho it's potrayed on its rotten situation (which still continue to occur over the years *sigh*). One of the actor (actress?) even won an oscar for her role as the trustworthy Aussie/chinese journalist in Jakarta. Thank goodness there was no Ayu Azhari in the movie, the acclaimed "superstar" at the time. =D
Off the topic, I crave yumcha since yesterday but can't get it today cos the weather's all foggy and drizzle since morning. Meaning, too cold to get outta the house jes to fulfill my craving for yumcha. Wishing there's a yumcha delivery thats just a phone away... Ha! yeh right.
USA vs Aussie
So get this, I took one of those online test, you know for fun. The test is about 'what english speaking country do you belong in'. First result was ( JENG JENG!!) I belong in USA! gyahaha.. Tried for few times with answers that are not likely I'd choose, still, the answers are nowhere near Aussie. LOL. Does this means I'm not suppose to be living in this bloody country? I'd love that actually =D I've always want to leave and stay in other countries, say USA? Well, preferably somewhere in Europe, but mehong gilak!!
Anyhoo, the diff answers I must choose to finally belong in Aussie are of these categories:
- must beer binge to get wasted. nothing fancy, just beer.
- music are of those kylies, savage garden, ac/dc
- ideal vacation is Bali (closer and way cheap, perhaps?)
those are the things that are common knowledge to be Aussie I suppose. However theres one other thing that can be included, the most appealing meal is either meat pie or roasted meat. Whatever answer will get you to belong in Aussie. So same ah?
Whilst for being Americans I can get to choose all things I like, such as:
- if I ever get wasted I'd go for any trendy overpriced mix or wine. Hating beer!
- Type of music is soo not kylie!! I prefer to hit the dance floor to black eyed peas, kanye west or even coldplay and JET! Rock on doods!
- The last part is a dilemma, Bali is nice place (hey, I have family there and it happens to be the soul of my home country) but my ideal vacation would be in Paris or backpacking in Thailand. There! Not v. supportive to own country's tourism don I? *grin*
- OK. Last distinctive answer is the food. I prefer Pizza than those roasted meat, meat pie or whatever. Aussie also loves their pizza don they? Donno. perhaps no significant diff here.
I know these quizzes are just fun but it's true tho. The Aussie culture really hasnt get into me yet. All things are still of American culture. Yeah so it's true Indos are brainwashed with Amrik's culture 'til we embarrased to embrace our own nativity. Shame.
Wonder why there's no option for being Indonesian in the quiz? he he
You wonder? Don't. We all know the answer.
Anyhoo... that was just an entry before research and prep presentation begin. Ugh..
I'm beginning to hate uni much much more than before. Begin to think of quitting but I know it'll be a waste cos I've left with just 2 more subjects to graduate. I'm sick of group assignments and honestly, never ever liked my groupmates!
TripleK
I watched "infamaous murders" last night about KKK or Ku Klux Klan. Anyone knows the real thing about KKK? It get to my attention that could it possibly started with the holocoust? It basically the same discrimination of human race, innit? Pretty much potrayed on the pride of the aryan race for being the highest and gracious of all? True, I've heard comments on how the Aryan race was superior compared to others.
"Common in theories of racial superiority which were embraced by Nazi Germany. This usage tends to merge the Avestan/Sanskrit meaning of "noble" or "elevated" with the idea of distinctive ancestral ethnicity marked by language distribution. In this interpretation, the Aryan Race is both the highest representative of mankind and the purest descendent of the Proto-Indo-European population" (Wikipedia).
From what I saw on the show last night, all the people in KKK were all white men. I'm not white but not colored either. I'm Asian. What do you call that? err... Yellow? Please. Correct me if I'm wrong but do all the race discriminations have trully extinct? Maybe they have, a lil bit. If not becos of laws and regulations on discrimination and human rights, those KKK's fanatics just can't wait to get their lazy ass up to start pushing other races to the gutter again now dont they? shit maybe subsconsciously, I'm a racist myself. Damn.
I know in this modern(?) world these people are just minority but still when you glance back, don't you think implicitly they are discriminating other races? I mean, sometimes you can just see those bules think theyre greater than others, say Asians? Again, not all of 'em are like that but for some people you could see it right to their faces. It's despicable.
It's just my opinion anyway. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm not?
uhh.. stuff.
Funny that sometimes elderly especially older men are too proud when people offered them seats in public space. An old man said to me "No thank you, I'm still young". Given the physique and grey hair, nothing can be done except respectfully agree to what he said and hold thy laughs. *grin*
Damn. I'm having short term memory lost. I know there are things to write but cant remember anything now. Watever.
Just fyi, 6 hours training of watching video and reading procedures are really easy errands for a quick hundred bucks. Don need to think or put much efforts on knowledge, voila, here goes hundred-plus bucks. Fancy that. I know it's just the beginning. It'll get confusing when the real thing starts. Hopefully, all goes well and no major errors ahead.
I created multiply. It ain't as easy as blogspot. Nothing in it yet. It's called schizlewifdafizz. Don't ask wat it means.
mati gaya
anyone have anything great happening lately?? Gimme holla! Nothing really inspiring happened in ma life, well in the past 3-4 days anyway. The days were pretty much the same as usual, just minor quirks and oddities here and there. Don wanna talk abt it cos its no biggie really. Now, anyone wanna tell me sum'in so I can have things to write abt?? Gah! I've lost contact with civilization.
Just a quick update: I'm lovin sting's music!!!!!! unfortunately, sacred love susah bener di donlot! damnit! When you think abt it, the man could be ma dad or grandad(?) but when you hear his voice, you won't hear an old man sing! Ergo, he - sting - has a mystical charm. When you look at him, somehow, it's there. Maybe the whole point of jazz brings the sexy look of its' singers? Jamie cullum is another example. He really is a typical brit bloke aint he? The one you'd see everywhere you walk in the street. But when you hear his music, BAM!! he's now sexy. Now wat u think at tat?!??! Uh well... as I said, nothing great happening lately ergo this all u get. blah.
Yeah. All's good.
Nothing really matters to write today.
I think I finally get a hold of myself and confident that inspiring moments will soon appear.
Thats motivation enuf.
Geez 2 months have I had my downstream hysteria.
2 months I need to recuperate from homesick madness.
2 months have these butts stuck on the black futon on the lounge outside.
It's been 2 months I've shut down the possibility of moving forward.
Yeah. All's good now.
"Religion is poison"
Maybe greed and power have blinded their eyes who have turned their back on religion. Maybe they choose to be ignorant. Maybe patience is just not enough.
The world grows old and are we to blame for all that happened? Disasters only leave debris and tears. Sorrow and misery drew them back to spiritual agenda. Thus religion is yet another poison or a second chance? Mankind is too proud even to acknowledge weakness, hence for them religion is poison. Defeat that they are of catastrophies, back to religion they once ignored. It's a charade of pride and power.
Happiness is overrated but perhaps peace at heart is a choice. Having little faith is not a mere weakness but the greatest strength.
I'm not trying to be over my age nor religiously fanatic. The phrase I got from a movie "seven years in tibet". There are things better said in writings. Thus it is posted.
