2012 is around the corner..

Just few hours approaching to 2012.
Prophecy said it's the end of the world.

So what can we expect when the clock countdown to 00.00?
Are we still preparing any 2012 resolutions?

I do.
I didn't really remember the prophecy. So for this once, I envisioned my future plan, believing this could be it. The one that is proposed to me, for my future. InsyaAllah, that is.

Everything seems at its' place.
Having him in a different city.. has its course.
Having him in my life, has set a whole different perspective.

It would be time for me to deal with 'things', those I was escaping from.
The future I've never had in mind before.
It may not be exactly the future I'll walk through, but, envisioning it now as such is already a different story to my previous mindset.

I was't prepared for this, but now I know I'm ready for this.
To be with him, to be in a different city, to be in a completely different career.

Hold on, I'm not getting married. Nuoh! not yet.

Bismillah I'm walking towards the purpose that my family wants, especially my mum.
Maybe it's my life purpose. No matter how much I've refused to obey, at the end of the day, I know that I have to do this. I was meant to do this.

Bismillahirohmanirrohim, I surrender all thoughts and effort to You. Should this be the life purpose You gave me, I'll make my best effort to pursue what is given to me. Should this be the right course I'm supposed to walk on to, I'll walk this through with love and contentment. Finally, I've made peace (or towards that). InsyaAllah, with support from all my loved ones.

2012, another life chapter to be written.
Let's do this with all heart's content.