Anger

Have I always been trapped in anger?

I need to stop being angry at everything. At anything.

I'm preserving the past in present and not moving forward, that I am.

Should I leave?
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

Out of nature!

It got me thinking, my promotion to handle an entire branch is so out of nature! Its ridiculous.

I don't know what my boss was thinking!

Its a jump I didn't expect! Its been a month on this new role, yet I haven't found my rhtyhm. Everything begins to turn to chaos.

Soon, my boss' boss will snap her claws onto me. I hate confrontation but that's what I have to do.

I'm forced to be smart about office politics and whatnot, without prior experiences of such.

Everything that I do is always not in proper order and not according to my plans. Of course my path I'm on now is better than my plans, but then, I'm not prepared for this. I'm no easy adapter ya know!

So much for keeping positive this new year. I've snapped about 80% of everyday to almost everyone around me. How's that for positive!
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

I remember

Memories flashing back as I hear Maksim Mrvica plays his still waters.

And Elphaba and glinda defying their gravities.

I remember...
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone from Sinyal Bagus XL, Nyambung Teruuusss...!

About Me

My photo
A Blank Canvas, Ready to be painted. Contemplation at its best. A personal Journey...

goBlog